My Diary

September  14, 2014

Dear Diary

I’m so sad T^T  I woke up together  with the real. 

I love someone but today at 06.30 am. When I woke up , I online on  facebook , The notifications of  facebook  system sent message to me. The message told “ he have had the lover already.” 
Oh!  I wish event wasn’t truth but the truth is the truth. _ _”

7 last years , I met him on hi5. We talked together  and I know he is my senior at high school.

He is a person has the ability e.g. musical instrument Thai - alto xylophone, fiddle etc. 
I fall in love with him because He loves Thai culture and kind person. 
Unless, my parents, he is my inspiration to me for do things

He was knowing I love him but he wasn’t love me. I was understand and agree. He is my older brother only but I didn’t discourage.  Every year I sent cards or gifts to him on special day. I feel so happy even if, just “thank you” from him.

Today, he have had the lover already and it’s giving me a nightmare. 

I feel sad and hopeless but I should bless to him and the lover. There is the pure love, real love and happiness

Finally, I hope  his heart will has me inside. 

The pain of yesterday is the strength of today. 

Mook